a wish

Bismillah.

       Actually I've told this to Allah and I just wanna write it here. Please, I hope you listen to me, I just need to express it because I don't know where I should tell this. Thanks a lot anyway :)

For some weeks, I feel so happy. Maybe because I feel so happy so I forget about the sadness. Oh Allah. Actually this is only about dunyaa, astaghfirullah al adzim. I do want to leave this game. I just found that this game is Haram. (Here is the link that you can visit Hukum Bermain Kartu Bridge dengan Taruhan dan Tanpa Taruhan). Allah makes me realized to leave this. Please help me! On the other side, we have a program as an extracurricular at school and I am as the captain of that program and National Student Bridge League has been started by us. I don't know. I do want to leave this. Pls help me! :'(

       The story behind that action was because we have problems with a man. "Actually I said I've stopped to play Bridge in front of him". But then, because I didn't want to see the other children will be tricked by him so I decided to make a community.  This community as an association for us (but not by his reins). We have made a submission files to headmasters for four school and we have accepted by them. But in the journey, only two school that has participant consistently. There was a school that the participants never come and the other one was we didn't come to there after our presentation/socialiszation in the class. But did you know, something shocked me along the day, a school that we didn't come after our presentation, there is an extracurricular in that school and it is handling by that man. Actually, it hurts me a lot. But at the end, I just wanna stop from this, I don't know how to stop. PLEASE ONCE MORE HELP ME! I dont want to tell you many things but please help me. I am afraid of Allah.

It looks like I am broken heart because of love. Yeah, I love bridge more than anything almost five years. And now, please help me to stop from this, whoever you are, please.