Why Are You Crying?

Why are you crying?

It sounds too much when you read a summary of book and you're crying.

No, no. It's not about that. I am crying and I can't stop because I am thinking how much my sin when I useless my time for playing a game or another (just enjoying the life) while the other people are busy with knowledges. They prepare their selves to jannah while I am busy with anykind of sins.

I just thought, it would be nice if my spare time I used to learn an Arabic language since I was young.

Now, at this age, I am learning a little bit. It's a little bit late, but it's okay. Insyaa Allah, I'll give my best.

May Allah eases us.