a
blcak thing looks like a tube. I mean a thin
rectangle black thing (read hp) was
laying on my thigh. I was looking at that thing time after time. I was waiting for
the answers: a Bae’s respond. Recently, a conversation with him is one of the
thing I want the most a whole day, even meet him much more than that.
I do not know why but it feels so
much much nice. It carries so much positive vibes in my life. Yesterday, I
commented on his photos. Did you know how many time I thought for sending that
comment or not? Haha. Even I didn’t count for that. I was asking to him. I mean
I was asking his suggestion should I comment or not. Actually I’ve said what I
waant to comment on his photos to him, he said ‘yes, please’. Haha. I didn’t
believe that he said yes. I wrote that he was speaking in Palembang tongue. That
was the most brave thing I ever do when commented. Hiks. In fact, I do not want
to be some of them who just only comment on photos. I dont want to. I mean, I
dont want to be part of the girl who only leave a comment on his photos. It is
meaningless if there is no me in his heart, I realized that.
I do believe him. As much as my
father believe in me. The positive vibes grow up much more day by day. I can’t
stop it. I admit it. I confess it. I claim to be with him. I pray God so much
for it. May Allah swt gives His blessings as soon as possible, after my
graduate, 1.5 years later. Aamiin. A dream doesn’t wrong, does it?
Back to a thin black rectangle thing,
i was looking at the screen: no answer. I started to speculated. Maybe he was
with his friends even my chat was ceklis. I tried to sleep. A missed calls up. It
was about 30 minutes later. I was calling him back but he was busy. As usual,
maybe a call from his aunt or he was calling his father. Well, it was okay. I am
happy if he is calling his father. I even asking for that sometimes. But... it
was okay-lah yah. I am writing this and leave a thin black rectangle thing
behind me. Starting to organize my blog.
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