Rabu, 17 Juli 2024

scared of losing you


I'm scared. I can feel that I'm slowly losing you. I can feel that there is something that you hesitate to tell me. Lately, I can feel that you are very distant from me, and it makes me wonder why you're making me feel so unwanted. I notice everything; the changes in your behavior keep me up all night, and I can't figure out what went wrong between us. I just know that something has changed completely.

I notice how you smile in front of your phone, even when I'm just lying on the same bed with you. I notice how easily you get angry with me, even over small things. I notice how many times you pick fights with me and never say sorry. I notice everything, but I'm scared to ask you why you treat me this way. I'm scared of how you would tell me that you're no longer in love with me, because even though you don't say it, I can feel that you have already stopped loving me.

I'm already scared of losing you. But what scares me the most right now is to hear from you that you already found someone new—even before you try to leave me.

— Shiori X 
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